Thursday, January 05, 2006

L E T S B E H O N E S T

In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: no
2. Bought something: yes
3. Gotten sick: a little...
4. Sang: yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
5. Been kissed: sure
6. Felt stupid: yeah
8. Missed someone: yea
9. Got drunk: of course
10. Gotten high: nope
11. Danced crazy: yep
12. Gotten your hair cut: yes
13. Watched cartoons: duh
14. Lied: i doubt it

T H E L A S T P E R S O N T H A T

1. Slept in your bed: matilda, the cat
2. Saw you cry: dunno... melissa mack in college...
3. Made you cry: probably a stupid boy or my parents
4. Went to the movies with: rachel, ben, essie and adam
5. You went to the mall with: margo
7. You went to dinner with: ben
8. You talked on the phone with: casey
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: ???
10. Broke your heart: i think we all know
11. Made you laugh: margo and her freezing feets
12. Bought you something: margo cause shes an awesome sugar mama

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose, duh
2. Be serious or be funny? funny, fo shizzle
3. Drink whole or skim milk? SOY!!
4. Die in a fire or drown? neither
5. Spend time with your parents or go down on someone? ...

A R E Y O U

1. Simple or complicated? probably more complicated than not...
2. Gay? straighter than you
3. Hardcore? whats that supposed to mean
4. Honest? yes

D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. Flowers or angels?: flowers
2. Gray or black?: black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: black and white makes everything look serious
4. Lust or love?: love...but there are times when lust is so good
5. Sunrise or sunset?: i see more sunsets
6. M&Ms or Skittles? neither i hate candy
7. Rap or rock?: classic rock
8. Staying up late or waking up early?: up late = better

T E L L T H E T R U T H

1. Do you like anyone?: always
2. Do they know it?: whatev...
3. Do you have a boyfriend?: no, and thats really ok.

D O Y O U L I K E

1. Being hot or cold?: HOT HOT HOT
2. Sun or moon?: moon
3. Winter or Fall?: fall
4. Left or right?: far left
5. Having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having two best friends?: two best friends
6. Sun or rain?: sun
7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: pinaple
8. Boys or girls: i like boys!!!

A B O U T Y O U

What time is it? 11:30
Nickname(s): grams...

U N I Q U E

1. Nervous Habits?: biting my lip, hair twirling, obnoxious nail biting
2. Are you double jointed?: nope
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yes!
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: sure
5. Can you cross your eyes?: sure thang
6. Do you make your bed daily?: not really, weekly

C L O T H E S, E T C

1. Which shoe goes on first?: one of them
2. Ever thrown one at someone?: yes
3. On the average: this is not a complete thought, therefore not a question
4. Do you have your ears peirced?: yes, and my nose

F O O D

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: i am allergic to wheat
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? GROSS
3. Favorite ice cream flavor?: pinapple
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet?: 3 or 4
5. What's your favorite beverage? COFFEE
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: EL JELISCO
7. Do you cook? when i can

G R O O M I N G

1. How many times do you brush your teeth?: 1 or 2
2. Do you do your hair?: what does that mean exactly?
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair?: yea, otherwise its pretty much grey and im NOT OLD YET!!!

M A N N E R S

1. Do you swear?: when its necessary
2. Do you ever spit?: gross
3. You cook your own food: sometimes
4. You do your own chores?: i take care of myself
5. You got laid today?: no
6. You like beef jerky?: no
7. You like Pepsi or Coke?: orange juice
8. You plan on going to college? already been, going back soon.
9. You're happy with your hair?: not really, but who is?
10. You own a dog?: lucky and a cat
11. You spend your money wisely?:i am really stupid with money
12. You're always making new friends?: yes, YAY MYSPACE
13. You like to swim?: yeah im a FISHYYYY
14. Have you ever gotten so bored you called a friend?: all the time
15. You're patient?: im a patient
16. You like this survey?: NO TOO LONG

H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Wished you were the opposite sex: yes, but just so i could have a really awesome part in a musical.
2. Snuck out of your house: honestly whats the point.
3. Gave money to a homeless person: yes

Monday, December 26, 2005

more than this...

I woke up and the world outside was dark
All so quiet before the dawn
Opened up the door and walked outside
The ground was cold

I walked until I couldn’t walk anymore
To a place I’d never been
There was something stirring in the air
In front of me, I could see

More than this
More than this
So much more than this
There is something else there
When all that you had has all gone
And more than this
I stand
Feeling so connected
And I’m all there
Right next to you

It started when I saw the ship go down
I saw them struggle in the sea
And suddenly the picture disappears
In front of me

Now we’re busy making all our busy plans
On foundations built to last
But nothing fades as fast as the future
And nothing clings like the past, until we can see

More than this
More than this
So much more than this
There is something out there
More than this
It’s coming through
And more than this
I stand alone and so connected
And I’m all there
Right next to you

Oh then it’s alright
When with every day another bit falls away
Oh but it’s still alright, alright, alright
And like words together we can make some sense

Much more than this
Way beyond imagination
Much more than this
Beyond the stars
With my head so full
So full of fractured pictures
And I’m all there
Right next to you
So much more than this
There is something else there
When all that you had has all gone
And more than this
I’m alone
Feeling so connected
And I’m all there right next to you

More than this
More than this
More than this

i like this song!! A LOT!!
peter gabriel wrote it, and he did a good job, but the polyphonic spree cover is AMAZING!! im not gonna lie.

sorry guys i suck at blogging lately! oh well... too bad for you! bwahahaha! no one checks this anyways.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

holy crap ive been cubed...

The Cube. Answer each question for yourself thoroughly before moving on to the next.

1.) Imagine a desert landscape. It's very simple . . . horizon, sand, sky, whatever you see when you think of a desert.

2.) In this desert there is . . . a cube!
What does the cube look like? What's it made of (if you know)? What color is it? How big? Is it sitting on the sand, or in some other position? How close or far away is it?

3.) In this desert there is also a ladder. Where is it (in relation to the cube)? What is it made of? What position is it in? Does it have many rungs? A few rungs?

4.) In this desert there now appears . . . a horse. Where is the horse? What color is it? What is it doing? Does it have on a saddle or bridle, or not?

5.) Now, somewhere in the desert there is a storm. What kind of storm is it? Where is it? And does it affect the cube, the ladder, the horse, or not?

6.) Finally, somewhere in the desert are flowers. Where are they (in relation to the cube, ladder, horse, storm)? What kind are they? Are they many or few? Scattered or clustered?


http://ambivablog.typepad.com/ambivablog/files/the_key_to_the_cube
http://personal.ansir.com/cube/glossary.html
to to that site for teh answers!



here are my answers!
1. its your typical desert, yellow sand, blue sky, dunes and a few cactii

2. its 3ft by 3ft... translucent cube... mainly ungulating shades of blue and green and opaque, its in the sky, pretty high up, taller than me

3. the ladder is wooden and leaning up against the cube...just hitting the bottom of the cube, it is old, weatherworn...

4. the horse is pretty close, on a different dune though, rearing up and white, a stallion. not going away, but not comming closer either. no saddle or bridle.

5. the storm is off to the left, like the nothing from the neverending story... but its holding in place for now, some wind and clouds are blocking a little sun from the horse and the cube, not effecting the ladder at all...

6. flowers are everywhere in lil clusters. all around. on everything.

Monday, December 05, 2005


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